The Power of Influence (stalker alert)

Dear Readers,

When a dark spot in our reality has been uncovered unfortunately, it brings about it's dark inhabitants. Like this

 It's inhabitants are mad. It's either that or they are following the wrong influence.
Whenever I go to this particular place for testing, I usually end up being stalked.  Sadly, I suffer from some memory loss so as a person seeking a job and is down on their luck applies in places when harm has taken place..I get a little excited.  Then somewhere along the line, I remember.

We'll, not all success is aquired through integrity.  Some really believe that the wrong way is right.  Hence the stalkers.
This morning, someone pulled me over and offered me a job watching and training their dog.  They want to breed them and make money.  Only problem with that is, I'm not a dog trainer. Nor am I a breeder. I told the guy that I plan to stay in my field and walked away.  He followed me.  This guy has stalked me before.  He intends to hurt me and also insult my intelligence.  I have a degree or two under my belt.  This person was sent to insult me because apparently they think that I am of lower intelligence.  All I can do is walk his mutt.  No knock to people are have the gift of dog training, I don't have it.
I walk away, his parnter then drives by and gives me the eye...I'm smart enough to not reschedule for the test.

There is a chiropractor who knows a family member. He influences her to shoot me every time I try to interview with her business. I googled the business and recognize the building.  Won't be going there today.

Why have I seen the ugly side of the work place. Wish I could tell.

 Ghandi's most famous saying is "Be the change that you want to see."

Jesus said "Do unto others, as you would have them do unto you."

But what if the status quo is the harsh work environment?  What if bad behavior has been endocturined into the minds of a companies employee's?

If you enjoy going against the grain...
Do the opposite.

Sincerely,
Limmie

The Power Of Influence In The Work Place

Dear People,

I have two things, both subjects go hand in hand.
Firstly, I was called in to test for a position with a major company and this is what I saw.....

Not very appealing.  They wanted me to be cell phone free which is not a good idea for someone who is traveling from town to a rural area via public transportation and walking many miles, where no one can hear you scream.  They didn't let me in.

It's ok. Next subject...

I have had a few discussions with random strangers concerning work place behavior and, well as a wiseman once said "pain is relative".
We talked about individuals who take power positions of any size and use them to "let off steam".
Which creates what another wiseman calls a "harsh work environment" where ones phycological being is damaged effecting their physical health unto distruction.

I will never understand the need for the screaming, public humiliation, manipulation, bullying, kidnappings and sometimes murders (quiet as kept) that happen to be a must for some places to function.
I wish I could give a lecture on how to use the power of influence to create personal​ and work place success, where all is calm and we treat each other with respect and dignity, but unfortunately I have only seen in most cases the raw side of a donkeys ass.  And they showed it to me. So I know that they have one.
If I could have the key, I'd open it's lock and be happy to change the productive lives of anyone stuck in an unproductive and chaotic environment.  My only experience is to try, and, we put the try in writing. Only to be silenced and later years down the road have exactly what you said and wrote being reproduced as someone else's idea and implemented in some way.  Not everything I do is for the recognition. It's for change.  I suppose my peers and supervisors we're insulted that I said anything which is why I had no backing.   But in order to win, sometimes you must first loose....
Sometimes it takes a while for a forest fire to burn down all 20,000 achres of bull hookey.  It take several years for a new forest to grow.

We'll that's all for now!

Sincerely,

Limmie

The Power Of Influence.

Dear Readers,

The power of influence is an amazingly powerful weapon.  One who understands it's nature can make or break a whole entire nation.

 James 3:5 says "Likewise, the tongue is a small part of the body, but it makes great boasts. Consider what a great forest is set on fire by a small spark." --NIV

How we influence other people's lives creates the world around us.  Mainly by first,.  our words, then those words turn into actions and actions produce results.

If you've ever been driven crazy by any one individual, you see the power that person has over you.  Sadly, most people that hurt others were also hurt themselves in the same manner.
I say this not to offer​ an excuse for anyone's bad actions, but yet to give an explanation to this person's action's.
We are taught as children in one way or the other, to treat others as you wish to be treated.

The producer's of television shows, creators of music or products know through advertisment how to evoke thought toward a thing or person for need of purchase or to buy into any idea or belief.

Some ideas are hostile and can push the wrong buttons.
Commercials, music videos, movies give us images and sounds from stories and experiences.  Some things that we see, we really may not know where the idea came from and we by the bait.

We'll, that's all for now. Tomorrow I will focus more on work place relationships.

E is for Easter.

Dear Lively People,

E is for Easter. Easter egg, Easter bunny and mostly E is for Jesus on this day. We celebrate his resurrection from the dead, he's no longer there in the grave he once laid. His life he lived and his death he paid, for my sins, and because of his grace I am saved. Amen

Like my Easter speech?

I miss my babies.  I see them around town they either love me or they don't.  Most were kidnapped.
I love my babies and one day they will come home.
One dreams of me in the water. The same way I dreamt of mine in the water.
I remember my babies that use to sing "here comes the bride!" When they would see me. They would hold their arms open and they'd ask me to marry them. My son and daughters that don't want me, have a tough exterior because they have to protect themselves.  Hopefully one day they will forgive me. Mommy is sorry for what she did wrong to make life so hard. I pray for you every day. I dreamt. About you in the water. And no I'm not French and yes I do eat a beautiful breakfast like you...No my name is not ester or Estelle or gizzelle and all of you are my cuppie cakes ....

Im lonely. My boyfriend is working today I think. Well he's working if the girlfriend that he's cheating on his wife and me with let him out of the house after she broke his phone. Since he's without a phone,  I have no one to make fun of, so now I poke fun at the protesters on Periscope for comfort.
That man just had to mess up a good thing.

Ok enough of my antics.  I was trying not to cry while typing about my babies.  I'm also in public,
I made it back into the shelter and have a bed.

Hope you all enjoy your day!

I believe in what is written about Jesus and no one can tell me other wise!!

Back to job hunting tomorrow!

Sincerely,
Limmie Boyd ------
AKA Tasha Brown, aka. Yolanda Brown, AKA Nicole Brown AKA Samantha Johnson.

Mob of Professionals Win!!!

Dear Sir/Madame:

                      If there ever were a time for anyone to second guess themselves ,..I mean to re-evaluate life and the path one should venture, it would be NOW!
The degree in which I've attained is no longer effective no matter how hard I worked simply because the angry mob of Professionals said NO!
That's ok. They're not the only fair game in town.  There are other avenues in which one can safely travel.
I have a degree in accounting and Medical Assistance.  What's next refrigeration, business Admin, HVAC, Aviation, mechanics????

Lord help!!

So we study to see where the biggest need...And we get a degree if it fits...
Sigh I'm to old for this.
The angry mob wins!

Sincerely 😑

Please

Priorities

Dear Sir/ Madam,

Everytime that I find myself homeless, there has always been that moment when the lights come on, and someone is home.  This moment arrives usually after the fear, paranoya, and depression has passed.

My late father taught me to notice everything.  Meaning, see, hear and understand what you see.
He would say "notice everything".


  One​ thing that my father kinda​ forgot to teach me was how to handle what I see.  Unfortunately, he didn't always know how to handle the information that he received and it drove him and my mother to madness.

I've also have spent much of my life in madness, so to see life from a different stand point even after all is said and done helped me learn how to handle the truth.

Today, the conclusions that I've drawn are these.
1. No one is good but God.
2. If it is too good to be true, it is.
3. Everyone has skeletons in their closet.
4. Life can be very cruel.
5. It's dangerous to live life with your eyes closed.
6. It's even more dangerous to live with your eyes open.
7. We need God, Jesus and salvation more than we know.
8. American culture is very hush hush about a whole lot.
9. Not everyone that seems pure, is. Everyone has "messed up".
10. Help! Life is weird.

Being homeless puts me around people to the point of intimacy.
I see people that are tramautized by nightmarish happenings.  The condition of their skin and hair, the way they walk and how they respond to even the simplest of things places them in a rhelm of honestly that many who are able to have functional living or wealth have yet to tell.
 Here, make-up and nice clothes can not hide much.
I notice movement, placement and actions.  I've learned to see emotions, and to hear the brain talk.

What I see and hear broke my heart, and it leaves me stranded because there is not much that can be done about it.

All I can do from here on out is pray.  Also keep walking.

I pray for my children.  I am afraid for them. There really are some real sick sick souls in this world.
Many of who suffer from the sickness only realize the destruction until after the major storm if we are lucky to have our hearts and minds restored.

Some people "go crazy" and they never come back.

Notice everything.

Night y'all!

Sincerely,

Push past the definition of insanity.

Dear Readers,

We've all by now have heard countless times the definition of insanity.  This definition says that a person will do the same thing over again, expecting different results.
This definition is plain, black and white, or case end point!
If any of us were to find ourselves running on the same hamster wheel called life, this may be for a particular purpose.
 I loved the movie entitled "Groundhog day" because  the main characters found themselves consciously or not living the same day over. The only difference is that all were given a chance to do the day differently​ than before.  From the worst of actions to the best of actions. Pushing the envelope​​ and even knocking on deaths door just because that new, same day would be lived again as the clock struck 6 AM and the song " I Got You Babe played every morning during the movie.
My life has been that in some sort of fashion .  I've been through this for years.  Working for the same company, living in the same quarters. Driving the same cars, trusting the wrong people. There is a vicious cycle that has consumed my life and I don't know how to stop.  I've had so many hands up, the helpful are tired.  I've done things educationally that most would not believe.  I have a master's degree but unfortunately, two days after graduation, I was shot.  My degrees we stolen by a maniacle and self serving family member.  I don't know where my degree came from and what I learned. So I go back to care giving until I get fired, end up homeless and go back into retail.  I get on my feet, then an arsonist finds my home, my new borns are kidnapped and so on until I go back to caregiving, and living in poverty.
I am Intelligent and have much to offer.  But you'd never know it because I don't know how to prove it. So I play this game called life until something changes.  The only difference is now is that I am concious and very aware of my actions so far.  I know how to avoid trouble and which fights to pick.  I know how to walk away, listen and use that good virtue called patience.  I pray for my children daily. They are always on my mind. Even the ones that I lost.  One day the path of life will be made straight and the trees along the path will no longer be the same ones that I've been passing for years.
The lesson is to do all that I can to change how I react.  Do all things in wisdom.  Be careful who I share my space with.  Always look for inspiration.  Pray with out ceasing. Learn to ask for forgiveness and to forgive.
The crazy reactions, and crazy people occupied my territory during my younger years. I was one of them.
   Whatever I am doing wrong will be revealed to me and things will get better and the hamster wheels will disappear. Groundhog day will finally become Easter and new experiences are welcome.

Destroying Insanity together!

Me


Pray for me and I'll pray for you!