Push past the definition of insanity.

Dear Readers,

We've all by now have heard countless times the definition of insanity.  This definition says that a person will do the same thing over again, expecting different results.
This definition is plain, black and white, or case end point!
If any of us were to find ourselves running on the same hamster wheel called life, this may be for a particular purpose.
 I loved the movie entitled "Groundhog day" because  the main characters found themselves consciously or not living the same day over. The only difference is that all were given a chance to do the day differently​ than before.  From the worst of actions to the best of actions. Pushing the envelope​​ and even knocking on deaths door just because that new, same day would be lived again as the clock struck 6 AM and the song " I Got You Babe played every morning during the movie.
My life has been that in some sort of fashion .  I've been through this for years.  Working for the same company, living in the same quarters. Driving the same cars, trusting the wrong people. There is a vicious cycle that has consumed my life and I don't know how to stop.  I've had so many hands up, the helpful are tired.  I've done things educationally that most would not believe.  I have a master's degree but unfortunately, two days after graduation, I was shot.  My degrees we stolen by a maniacle and self serving family member.  I don't know where my degree came from and what I learned. So I go back to care giving until I get fired, end up homeless and go back into retail.  I get on my feet, then an arsonist finds my home, my new borns are kidnapped and so on until I go back to caregiving, and living in poverty.
I am Intelligent and have much to offer.  But you'd never know it because I don't know how to prove it. So I play this game called life until something changes.  The only difference is now is that I am concious and very aware of my actions so far.  I know how to avoid trouble and which fights to pick.  I know how to walk away, listen and use that good virtue called patience.  I pray for my children daily. They are always on my mind. Even the ones that I lost.  One day the path of life will be made straight and the trees along the path will no longer be the same ones that I've been passing for years.
The lesson is to do all that I can to change how I react.  Do all things in wisdom.  Be careful who I share my space with.  Always look for inspiration.  Pray with out ceasing. Learn to ask for forgiveness and to forgive.
The crazy reactions, and crazy people occupied my territory during my younger years. I was one of them.
   Whatever I am doing wrong will be revealed to me and things will get better and the hamster wheels will disappear. Groundhog day will finally become Easter and new experiences are welcome.

Destroying Insanity together!

Me


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