Stuck

Dear Readers,

I am frustrated.  This systematic beast that has my life in its jaws is killing my ginsana.
 Life is hard when you're homeless.  Life is hard for the poor.
Today I'm kicked out of the homeless shelter.  Today I was told that I've gone through the program and I did not do enough ...
Today I was given a mouthful of pre-programmed bull shit answers to my questions and a shrug.
While in the "program", I was told to get a job or you will be asked to leave.
OK, I did that.
I was told to attend classes. I did but it wasn't enough for me to attend classes. I also had to find a job at the same time.

Hate to say this readers but, when going for one, the other must be sacrificed.
Job or roof over head???
Roof over head, can't find job.
Find job, no roof over head.

So now have to stay in motel until I can go back to the shelter for 30 days...
After 30 days...I go back to the motel in hopes that what I make on the job, covers me for the following 7 days that were exhausted while working and being responsible.

Round and round we go.

Sadly, I've been through this before.  Even sadder, the same exact people are there Everytime I have been there.

THE SAME PEOPLE ARE THERE!!!

Some of us grew up together.  I was homeless during childhood and my teenage years.

This shelter recycles people.
The only jobs that we can get are low paying ready labor jobs.

I hate everything about the system.

Sincerely,.
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